Table of Contents |
Cold Fries is a zine, that is now on the web. In the table of contents above you can read the material from the first issue. Below is a little about how I started Cold Fries for all you curious monkeys.
Intro:
Hello and thanks, for reading the
first issue of Cold Fries. I’m really
proud of where this zine is for the first issue and I think Cold Fries has a lot
of potential. I’m also very happy
with myself and being able to overcome a lot of obstacles that faced me in
writing this. I guess what I want
to do for the first issue is talk about what exactly Cold Fries is and why I did
it. No one has read this and I
have only edited it so I apologize for any grammatical errors or anything
confusing.
About a year and half ago I started to have a lot of problems with my life (I’m still going through them but not as bad). All my friends were pissing me off, I had just broken up with a girl after 6 great months, there were problems at home, I was going through mental changes everything once great, now just sucked. Before long I wasn’t close to anyone, I was a loner and I could not figure out why. Why I hated old friends and could not find any new one’s. Why I spent more and more time alone convinced I was stupid, I was never going to amount to anything and the reason my life sucked was my entire fault. Despite all my problems I never did consider suicide because I still felt I had something to give to this world. I just felt alone and confused about all these changes. I told myself that there must be some people out there that felt like me.
For a while I watched a lot of TV,
it let me escape my feelings and problems for just a few hours (why I believe a
lot of kids take drugs). But TV was not helping me out of my depression, only delaying it.
So luckily my very cool parents got me into BOOKS these changed the whole
way I thought. I began reading the
classics, Native Sun, 1984, Grapes of Wrath and Catcher and the Rye to name some
of my favorites. In the pages of
those books the authors were writing with so much power about things they felt
were wrong. Writing was this major
tool that I could use to express my feelings and ideas in such an effective way,
I had never seen before. This sent
chills down my back and ideas rushed into my head like the opening of a dam.
I
wanted to write. So I started to
write about
things that were affecting my life and problems I saw going on in the world.